my 19th bufday .

mlsnya nk tulis blog . tp ku tepaksa jua, hanya untuk membuat peringatan keatas besday aku . uwee ~

june 6, 1990 . eh silap . 2009 . today is my bufday . so last nyte aku bcadang nk wat bufday cake for myself ( yeah aku sangat suka wat kek snirik !!! sangat sedap & besides i like to mix up evrytink i want !!! ) but unluckily, i lost my mom's recipe . asal jumpa ja aku x salin recipe tu, sb aku mg short term memory . on certain tink ja yg aku slalu igt yakni bnda yg slalu aku wat .

so d result is, no big bufday cake for me dis year . tataw la kot2 da org nk bg nty kn ? cthnya my sis or my bro like wut he did last year . hoo dapat ice cream cake :DDD

ok . cake da jadik 1 hal . 2nd hal ialah abah aku is not home for umrah . he will be home around 13 june . ok aku akn menunggu selendang yg aku pesan dari abahku . hope he'll buy me a gorgeous 1 . kalo tada pn tapa . saja gatal2 nak selendang ekceli . ahakkss :DD

then, kwn aku pn tada sangat . fatihah aka teah was off for BTN n will be here back at 14th june . emilia told me she's going to be home around d early of july . badly, i'll start my studio at 7th july . seems like i can't get hanging out wif her . but to my seprais, she called me just now n told me she's here, in PENDANG !! ok . dia cuti sminggu ja . huhu . so i have to plan this week cutely .

but still, walopn aku nga sedey, sumone's here makes me feel delight, always . she's my mommy chubby !! maybe she can feel my sorrow n she gave me some cash ysterday for me to shop a pair of jeans . tp biasak la kalo aku da dpt duit, n time sale plak, telajak membeli la nmpknya .. gehehehe :DDD

i bought a pair of diesel jeans n a braps blouse . sakit kaki nk mampos, padahal bli 2 brg ja . my fren pn bli sikit ja . just a blouse . but yala, i want to pick d best garment . besides, byk pilihan aku kna wat n kalo nk diikutkn ati, suma pakaian yg aku nk beli tu hrganya rm2000++ bla ditotal upkan . dush dush !! amek kaw !!

so aku epy balekk larrr ~!!! emilia upanya cuti, tp dia x cakap awal2 . fatihah g jauh kejap ja . moist choc cake can be bake n eat anytime . adiah da dapat :D

tp aku still asa sedey sb my cat is no here . feeling yg plg sedey aku pnah asa sb kucen ni aku plg sayang . no cat can replace my Hamtaro ( Toro) . toro, i hope i can meet u up there 1 day ...

toro . u're not here for my bufday .. why must last year be our day together for my bufday ?!!!!

ekceli, aku nk mimpi dgn toro, tp skali ja aku pnah mmp ngan dia, tu pn mimpi yg superbly blur ! ok . aku da sebak .

dat's all for dis entry . thxs for reading :]

i'm sick of parting .

bgun tdo tghari td, in d kitchen wif my mom n sis . i asked them where’s my cat, Hamtaro . rindu giler xyah ckp . suda lama x peluk kucen tu .

my mom stand silently, suara dia cm x sanggup nk cakap sesuatu . at last dia ckp …

“kinah, hamtaro da tada . dia mati begadoh .” n kak aku pn mengiakan . both of them pn story la kt aku sket2 . x tahan aku dgr cita tu, tros aku mngis . aku lari ke bilik mak aku n tros land ats katil .

at last, aku tetdo kt ats katil tu . penat sangat . mnangis smp susah nk benapas . slepas bbrapa jam, aku tjaga sebab abah aku letak ank kucen yg kale mcm hamtaro, but its fur lebih lembut dr my cat . hehe . my dad said, d kitten is hamtaro’s legacy, n it’s hamtaro’s child . my bro came in, n he said hamtaro died as a hero, bcuz it fought wif another cat to protect its place . adoyaii banyaknya cita depa nk bg aku calm . da la bgun2 abah aku story psal kmtian hamtaro . lg la aku mnagis .

dat’s all . xley aku ckp byk about my cat . da x thn . arini saja da byk kali aku mnangis . akk aku tego muka sembap, dia ckp aku tdo byk, pdhal aku tdo x ckup kt uitm sana . bru td akk aku tego plak, dia igt aku da mngntok, dgn watery n redish eyes . tp aku ckp kt dia aku nangis pas tgk pic hamtaro . n she speechless .
hamtaro is my last cat ever for me to take care of . i cared for him since i was 12 n since it was a kitten . even it’s bro died in accident wif my mom before i sit my upsr . n dat’s y i love him so much . i cared for him for 7 years !!!!

ok . enuf . aku da sebak . tata

another parting .

uhh . sukanya dunlod sofwe ~

dunlod dan dunlod lagi . kasi pecah lappy
currently kt umah, n i’ve just come back home frm perak . damn . sangat ta suka waktu bepisah . sb aku sangat suka senior zero six aku ( ta suma ) . ehee ~

nk djadikn cita, i cried ( ufh malu ) time salam senior2 sblom balek td . d story begin like dis . abg aku da tgu bwah but i still in d studio, hanging out wif my seniors . dia pn angin sket td sb agk lma dia tgu . ekceli i tot dia still kt lua u . uf im so mean
time salam2, aku asa touching gila, igt balek . kak pya eksplen kt aku anything yg aku tataw, n aku jgak g tlong dia mlm2 kt stdio wat model for her final presentation . kak zu n kak nad yang byk smbang ng aku, kak tqa yang sangat baek tumpangkn aku balek bilik wif her car, kak nuyie yang bg idea for my final project ( duno apa result yg akn aku dpt for ID ), saher yang sangat suka sergah orang, aiman y tomey,n bon yang .. yang slalu pagel nama aku dgn kerap . once . uhuu

abes salam aku tros g kt keta followed by kak pya n kak zu . tanak nangis lma2 lam stdio . thxs teman kak zu n thxs agkt brg kak pya . sangat2 teharu
thxs kak pya for ur kures, crayons,technical pens yang sangat mahal n laen2 lg . n thxs kak pijah for those materials . really appreciate them .

ah bon ! asal x bg je rokok tu kt kinah ea ? tkot rugi la tu . isk ta patot btol . at lis de knangan dr bon .

hm kesimpulanY, aku da salam suma senior dlm studio except boys n those y tada . puas ati aku asa . sedey tetap sedey, but wut else i can do ? kalo buley cam nk btempek ja senior2 aku tu . aha melampaw la tu

hm wut else nak tulis ? ada . banyak . but tada m0od nk taip byk . dat’s all je kot for today . still rasa rindu . aha lma2 baik la tu . biarkn ati ni merana . baru tough
giler miss .

TAG innceeek aamirrr ~

1) anda perlu printscreen wallpaper anda yang tengah gune skang

2) bgtau nape anda suke wallpaper anda ituhh...

sbb kucen aku baru ja mati . nutin else can i say bout dis wallpaper .


3) tag 10 people...

~ kakti
~hizriyan
~kak cacen
~teah

ckup ar tu . kawan aku sikit ja .

financial problem !!!!!!!!!!!!!

lam maybank just left rm19, lam agro da lg rm 100++ n in my wallet just left rm20++ ..
i contacted my dad, asking for money n he said yes .. tomorrow munink, i got a msg from my dad saying dat he has no money n will bank some money in for me in a period of time .. a fortnite maybe ..

n now i'm planning for setting a bussiness .. printing sevice in my hostel ..

perhaps dat dis bussiness flow nicely .. amin ~
i'm really in d middle of problem :)

oh d greatest ALLAH .. plis show me d right path living far away from my home ..

+ ~ feeling terrible sadly ~ +

wut to say ? da ampir final ..

eyy bnci gilerr ..!!
aku taw suma part1 id pn rsa cam aku gak .. tp aku nk lpaskn gak apa yg tbuku nik !!!
assignment menggunung gila, event byk, senior slalu mtak dtg studio !!
bla plak aku bley wat assg ? bilik sepah cam tongkang .. huhu caket ati ..
+ dpt lect yg jnis kna bodek .. siyes aku bnci lect cmtu !!! aku nk dekan !! dat's wut i aim for dis sem !!!!
mslah giler .. de plak klasmet yg jnis x reti bls budi .. aku x ksah klo dia mtak tlg dr aku, aku bley tlg .. tp bley x jujur sket bla aku mtak tlg dr dia tu ? kalo da trang2 i knew d truth, plis tell d truth .. aku nk mtak tlg bli brg ja, tu pn nk ngelak .. time nk wat plan, nk lukis2, nk render, pandai lak mai nempek kt aku ???? aku da ajar dia terang2, sebijik2, bley dia kta dia still x reti ?? siap aku tunjuk lg nota aku kt dia .. bkn aku tamaw tlg dia wat, tp aku da ajar n kalo aku tlg lukis smp abes kt dia, smp bla dia bley wat sniri an ? aku lukis intro ckup a, pndai2 la smbung sniri .. xkn la dia buddu sgt smp nk pgg set square n pensel, yg tgal just nk wat garisan, tu pn x reti ? hey gul, kalo ang cacat aku ley maafkn taw x ? lam klas pn mber aku ckp dak laki yg tlg lukiskn kt dia .. hello !!! wut's on earth r u duin ??

i'm not telling dat i'm gud in studio .. even assg aku slalu lmbt nk submit .. asanya lect pn da rimas ng aku yg slalu submit lmbt .. yeah i'm very bad in time management .. aku da wat daily schedule, but it seems dat aku yg mguasai jadual tu, not dat jadual mguasai aku .. hoho ~

n da gak klasmet aku yg jns biaq ja assg dia .. xkn aku nk biaq ja dia xwat kja dia .. aku tgk dia mcm x mbantu dri dia sniri .. aku da tlg suap, xkn nk aku tlg kunyah jgak kot ?? aku btol2 tpengaruh ng dia kdg2 sb dia dkat ng aku .. dia mls, i get even more malas .. cmna aku nk tlg org yg x tlg dri dia sniri .. i'm in type dat org kna mtak tlg, bru aku tlg .. slaluY aku x tlg org yg x mtak tlg dr aku, mlainkn keadaan dia da nk parah .. n klasmet aku ni is in dat type .. smp skg ni, aku asa cam da mls nk tlg dia .. dia mmg dkat ng aku ( cmna dia dkat ng aku xyah la cta k, kang kantoi lak spa dia tu .. huu ) n y dia x mtak tlg ja dr aku .. aku pn tataw la cmna nk handle prob aku ng dia ni ..

da gak klasmet aku yg jns wat kja sniri .. mber aku suma pasan pangai dia .. mg jnis wat kja sniri .. tataw cmna nk describe dia, but most of my fren x sng ng dia .. byk gila cita yg saket ati psal dia smp x larat aku nk type sni .. asanya klo aku cta pn smp nex day pn x abes .. aku nmakn dia miss T in dis story ..

sorg lagi, jns ska hang out ng boys ja .. yup !! x slah hangout ng boys, but y baru thegeh2 nk jln sma2 g klas ng aku bla da klas ganti yg x sure lg biliknya .. aku nmakan dia miss K .. miss T ng miss K lbey kurang, da prob bru nk nempek .. bla tadak prob pndai lak wat kja sniri .. time da klas gnti bru pndai anta msg, bru pndai nk mai bilik aku .. babis ..

n aku bnci dak klas sblah bla assg aku x siap, pdai lak kta 'ya Allah x siap lg ? sblom ni ko wtpe ? ish bnde cmni pn x siap' .. hey makcik, diam bley x ? da la muka x lawa ..

n lpas insiden aku kna kutuk ng dak klas sblah tu, aku dgr mber dia kta kt dia 'eh ni la 1st time kje kite siap an ? sblom ni asyik lmbt submit je .. best gile siap awal ' .. ohoo .. bru 1st time siap awl da ego .. tupai tol a akak jongang nih .. ish ~

ouh lpa nk cita sal miss T td .. dia ni slalu tiru style aku .. ari Joga d Bote, buley x dia pkai exactly d same color of garment like mine ? part1 have to wear white jersey .. so ritu aku pkai longsleeve shirt clor itam kt dlm n white jersey kt luar, tdung putih, suar klabu n pink sport shoes .. n dia pkai exactly d same .. time aku bli eskrem mesia prisa bandung, dia pn p bli eskrem yg sma prisa bandung jgak .. da la dia bli btol2 lpas aku duduk dpan dia .. mber aku yg x sng ng dia suma gelak sbb kale dressing kmi sma .. cam hell ja aritu .. da la da pgaduhan sket btween batch aku ng senior .. siyes sket ati ng senior part* .. pa yg aku wat, dia tiru .. tapa sabar2 knah sabar ...

ok .. tu bru sket aku cta soal ati aku .. nex time aku cita lagik .. puas ati cita sini ... lalala ~


++++++tensyen assignment !!!! oh ID, oh BC, oh BD, oh BEL, oh CTU, oh DRAWING, oh CAD ~ !!!
suma subjek ku da mslah .. huhu bmslah gla aku ni ..

final is just around d corner :)

aku [futsal] !!

14 mac, sabtu bru2 ni ID department da handle 1 program .. lbey kurang cam sport day a .. Joga d Bote .. n aku maen futsal n nma team aku Cuppycake United .. SO PART 1 !!!! XDD freshieee ~

utk team gurl, da 3 game .. for my team, 1st game beat ngan part2, 2nd game beat part4 n last game wif part6 .. fuhh ~ 2 game ptama aku jadik keeper .. 1st game tu dpt 0-0 .. hehe .. 2nd game lak team aku klah 2-0 kt part4 .. ah redha ja .. huhu :[

3rd game tu smbung time ptang .. n last game ni aku da x jd keeper sb aku nk gak lari2 an .. huu ~

to my suprise, aku bjaya msokkan gol .. wuuuhhhh ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDD
bangga gila weyyy !!! 1-1 beat part6 .. hahahahhahaahhaha !!!!
fyi, dis is my 1st time playing futsal .. sblom ni tgk org men soccer kt tv ja .. hee :D
n bla game aku da abeh, aku pn g lepak2 ng boy klasmet aku .. dpt la sdikit sbyak brita yg x besh .. dgr ura2 yg part* berkomplot ngan part* .. adeyyaii .. dulu ckp ID ni bsaudara, apehal nk komplot2 ni .. maen jek la, nk pkir maruah lak .. malu klah knon .. adat btanding a tu .. lgpon dis day is just for fun an .. atoyy la .. menci aku ..

n dsebabkn ujan y heavy lebat nk mampos scara mengejut ptg tu, game tpksa ditangguh n suma hamper tpksa disimpan .. any news will b inform .. tentiu ..
huhu ~ nanak amperrr ~~~~~~

btw aku da bjaya msokkan gol dlm sjarah idop aku ..
I'M ADDICTED TO FUTSALLLL !!!!!! hoho ~